What time is it?And, oddly enough, it doesn't really feel like it, although school officially ended yesterday. But it's probably because I know that my summer is going to be freakishly busy.
Or maybe, it's because I've been reflecting on the school year and what's happened. All in all, the year kind of sucked, but there were some good things that happened, and I feel I've learned a lot from this year, which may explain why it went so fast. Who knows.
Some good things that happened:
-I became closer friends with Alina.
-I got to know Sean a lot better...and we sang a whole new world together.
-I slowdanced for the first official time...without Mildew or Mold. XD
-I came out.
-I got to go to GLBT and see one of my bestest pals ever, Shawna.
-I fell in love with Scrubs!
-I started a story and actually continued on with it, which is a serious accomplishment.
-I beat out my two Senior Section leaders on a spot in the Trumpet trio for Marching band.
-Although my grades were dismal in most classes, they were exceptional in my favorite class, earning me the chance to take AP US History next year! (College courses as a Sophomore! Fuck yeah!)
Some Bad things:
-I came out. (I'm not saying I regret it, I'm just saying that I regret telling people at the wrong time, because it caused way more trouble than it needed to.)
-My grades in math sucked.
-I slowdanced...with a complete ASSHOLE!
-I had to start going to therapy once more.
-I sucked at Swimming.
-The battle between me and God...and my mother I guess, has grown way worse. (What's so good about God anyway? I can attest to this with the Hitchhiker's guide to the galaxy's views on God's mentality. "I refuse to prove that I exist," Says god. "For proof denies faith, and without faith I am nothing.") Interpret it how you will. XD
-My self esteem dropped drastically.
-Once again, I've failed to do anything that might actually do something to change the fact I'm single by initiating something with the people I like. Regrettably, I'll have to wait until next year.
AAAAAND! There's bound to be tons more, but that's all I feel like taking the time to recollect.
So yeah, I don't know when I'll get around to writing another Journal, since I'm pretty much booked from now until July with Marching band (It officially starts with Band camp on Sunday to Wednesday!), 4-h, Trumpet lessons, Voice lessons, and hopefully a job (I'm applying on Saturday). Then in July, I'll hopefully be working two jobs, with 4-h still in the play as well. August, I have swimming, which I'll be doing morning practices as well for in the hopes of making it to Sections. I was also thinking about doing a weight training program thing to build strength before swimming and keep it on after Marching band, but I'm not sure if I'll have the time yet. If I can schedule them around Marching band and Voice lessons, it'll probably work though.
So when I'm not doing that stuff or...sleeping, I'll work on stories, talk to ya'll and just relax. I'm also going to be taking a lot of photography for my 4-h project so I was hoping to do a four element type theme.
But other than that, I can't think of anything else to say...so errr...Talk to you when I can! :3
Eager
Devious Comments
My exams only start in 10 days, then I got exams to get through D8 And then a week to find out my marks.....Shitters.
Your summer sounds filled up! I'm gonna try to get a job this summer too XD Good luck getting yours!
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Your mom's so fat, even Naruto doesn't BELIEVE IT
And yosh! We will both be employed...maybe! XDD
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'Hey woodwinds!"
"Yo!"
"Shut up!"
-Waconia Brass
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"Friendship is like peeing you're pants. Everyone can see it, but only you get that warm fuzzy feeling that trickles down your leg."
-David
EMPLOYMENT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Oh, and by the way, I felt this needed to be said even though it has nothing to do with our current conversation, but if I wasn't with Alex and I lived in the states, I'd totally want to date you :3
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Your mom's so fat, even Naruto doesn't BELIEVE IT
And I'm always like, nah, I approve of her relationship with Alex, and being friends is just as slawesome too!
(I take pride in the fact that I approve of you're two's relationship...even though in reality, it probably doesn't matter any. XDDD But it makes me feel like the ninja mother who controls the relationship from the outside...or something.
So, yeah, the feelings mutual, dear! ;3
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'Hey woodwinds!"
"Yo!"
"Shut up!"
-Waconia Brass
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"Friendship is like peeing you're pants. Everyone can see it, but only you get that warm fuzzy feeling that trickles down your leg."
-David
and im glad we became xloser this year jen. you have become my bestest wac-town friend...{no offense nikki. u r one of my besties too}
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Sick of crying, tired of trying. Yes I'm smiling... but inside I'm dying..
But I'm glad you approve of Alex and I 8D And I agree that just having a friendship with you is awesome too.
(Ahaha, the mother ninja Jenn-chan XDDD That makes me want to draw it.)
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Your mom's so fat, even Naruto doesn't BELIEVE IT
Lol, yeah, you could draw you and Alex coming home after a date, and right when he's about to make the moves on you...or vice versa XD I leap out of the shadows and use my mother ninja skills on him or something sweet like that. XDD
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'Hey woodwinds!"
"Yo!"
"Shut up!"
-Waconia Brass
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"Friendship is like peeing you're pants. Everyone can see it, but only you get that warm fuzzy feeling that trickles down your leg."
-David
Tell us more.
I refuse to prove that I exist," Says god. "For proof denies faith, and without faith I am nothing."
"But God," says man "there is proof that you exist. Who else could have designed the complexity of insert-some-animal-here?"
"Oh," said God, "I didn't think of that." And he disappeared in a poof of logic.
Yeah, I loved that part.
"Regrettably, I'll have to wait until next year."
Who says you have to wait? I'm sure there's still someone you like enough to do it.
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I'm never serious. Seriously.
That's cool that you are working on 4-H projects, you're working harder then I am (lol)
Your MB show is awesome (at least the drumline was) I was listening to them today
Your summer been interesting so far?
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